Saturday, April 3, 2010

.Mixed Feelings.

have you ever fell for someone.. and fell HARD? but has that person you've fallen so hard for not even noticed..? and not to mention he has someone else? its confusing. i'm starting to feel all these crazy feelings that i've never felt before about someone i know. and .. i am starting to see things in a different way. i'm not so sure what to really do about it. i'm trying to figure it out, and i'm trying to figure out who i am cause i'm at the point in my life where i don't know. and things are changing, high school is coming to an end. i feel like i really need to take the time for myself to figure out who i really am. i always thought i knew, but lately i'm not so sure. i'm just at the point in my life where i am really starting my life and future and i'm doing my best with facing that reality. i just wish i knew what to do with all these new feelings.. because he's all i can think about. i just wish i knew what will come out of it all. but i know that i need to be patient and have a little faith and no matter what things will turn out for the best. things will turn out the way they are supposed to be, but i can always have a little bit of hope he will be a part of it (:

i can honestly say i'm happy to be alive (:

i love my family, & i love my best friends seren and lexie. they really help me through everything. without them all i'd be so lost. and.. i love my baby girl! my niece alexa gets cuter everyday!

life is just .. beautiful.

love, erin